I really don't know where else to go. I don't even know where I should tell about what was I know and what was I feel. I don't want to lose anyone that I love anymore. It's not all about the love between boy and girl. It's such a bunch of problem that I don't know how to make it solved. Pick up the phone is not the easy thing as replying a message. Dial a number is not such a easy think to do it happen. I am the twicer thinking. Everyday Im faced with all this kind of stuff. Strangers, problem, mistake, careless, there are all the uncontroll things that often happen in our single fucking days. It can be so enthuastic, so happy and maybe unpredictable unwanted things would happen. I just hope one day that I can be directly and honest to tell both of them about this and everything. For now, I can't avoid to make it remind in my mind.I don't really want something bad happen to me. Such a the unwanted person that involved. I am not going well as how can I be, I will not going to breath this oxygen anymore, walk in the right way, practice to be a polite girl and so on without them. It would happen without them.
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